Okay I have to admit it... I'm feelin' myself just a little. In all actuallity I wasn't really deliberately feelin' myself until my sis (WA-AP) pointed it out. And she's right. I don't know where this change came from or why it came when it did. Maybe it's because I'm trying to grow as a woman. Or maybe it's because I'm tired of being that chick. You know, the chick the guys are all cool with and refer to as "my nigga." I'M NOT A NIGGA DAMMIT!
Hmmm, but this whole girly thing, it's not so bad. I mean, I feel like I look kinda cute. And the attention, as I told WA-AP, is nice. Don't get it twisted, I'm not becoming arrogant or conceited. But yeah... The woman I am now on the inside is starting to show on the outside. Oh boy... I got a feeling I'm about to be on my grown woman forreal. And I'm kinda excited about it.